You know how the New Year is supposed to greet you with a big ol' smile that makes you want to get crackin', on everything, right away?
Yeah, that hasn't happened to me.
I've been reading everyone's posts about lists and goals and to-do's and it all makes me....well.... want to sleep.
ISN'T THAT HORRIBLE?
Usually I am full of New Year cheer and ready to hit the ground running. And I've done a few of my usual January things; closets have been cleaned out, the pantry has been organized, etc, but I still feel as though I'm lacking that cheerful oomph that really gets me in the swing of things. It's completely annoying, let me tell you.
For example: today I had great plans of making something new and exciting for dinner but now I'm leaning towards a baked potato and a piece of chicken. Maybe a salad, but I don't want to get too crazy.
I've even spent some time on the Internet trying to be inspired by something, anything, but I've got nothing. It's very strange, this current world of mine.
Perhaps it's because I still find myself in the throws of throw up, or because I am COMPLETELY PSYCHOTIC about this new baby as in I'm 100% sure it has 3 heads and twelve toes. Maybe it's because I feel like Shamu's cousin and nothing fits me. Or maybe it's because I'm so tired that just sitting down makes me doze off for a minute..................see, there I go again.
Anyway, if anyone has a remedy for this funk, please let me know. I hate being whiny Karen, but she seems to be the only one showing her face these days. I'm ready for funny and fabulous Karen to step back into the spotlight.